Where do I even begin? There was so much to say at least about what the introduction was about, but you probably already know. So, I don't really want to talk about that. I want to talk about trying to discover art in your own life. When you read the Accidental Masterpiece, it gave you that view of fellow artists, but it tells you about the art of life basically. Every single thing that goes on in your life has an art to it. You could be eating pancakes and you would discover the art of eating pancakes. It's anything that you do on every single adventure you have in your life every day. I just think that personally, having previous artists before you creating n irresistible passion is literally a work of art. Doesn't it matter now what the art of anything is though? I do admire that fact that Bonnard could have had a different life if he hadn't taken that single route to find his precious Marthe, but still. You need to at least know what is going on around you. Bonnard did and had the art of feeling an emotion towards Marthe that he couldn't just ignore. It's the kind of feeling that I always get when I feel someone is watching me whenever I walk around by myself. It is the craziest emotion, but it sometimes scares me.
It reminds me of how much time we really do have in this world. Even though I know that oblivion will come eventually, I'm not ready to leave yet. I have my whole life ahead of me to have the best adventure of my life because that is what they all say. I want to make the moments that fly by me mine, and not just to make it a distant memory to forget about. I want to enjoy every little art of my life.
It seems silly I know, but I feel as though this is my connection to the book. The way that Bonnard might now have met his wife explains how all of the decisions I made have led me to this moment now. I could have taken another route or path, made another decision or even let something pass me by. I never let anything go though, and nowadays I am very pretty happy with my life. There is always that time that you do wonder what would happen to you if you hadn't made the decision that you ended up making in the end. Where would you be right now at this time? What would your relationships actually be like ?
Bonnard felt a feeling on that day that be found his wife, but how did he ever go through with it? He followed the emotion that you always get when you know that you have to follow it no matter what. When I was younger, if I had never tried to audition up against six boys for a lead part in a musical, I don't know where I would even be today. That was one of the decisions that I made on my own with that same emotion that Bonnard got. It just would not have been the same today that I would have actually learned I love acting. With little decisions here and there, it can effect your life in a humongous ways. Bonnard found his way to his destiny, and I found my way to mine. It was with that same emotion, of determination and courage. It just connected me to how I could relate myself to someone else in the same boat as me.
It just gives me a better sense of what I am doing with what I have in my life . The mistakes that brought me here to this moment that I am today. It came as a quick thought and then emotion transferred into a reality. Where would Bonnard be today if it actually never happened? I have always had the same feelings as Bonnard as a fellow artist. We are all artists in our own individual ways. I just think that some have realized what they have at certain times.
It all goes a certain one way of another. I just think that my life, is my art and creation that I need to create. Over the years, I will transform my creation slowly into reality. Right now, it my life is an art.
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